TO BE or TO DO – Part 2

Well what I remind/share with you earlier is that to BE first and DO later. It is the way to solve or create your life, indeed. I don’t mean just sitting at home and do nothing and let the magic happen by itself. No No No. I don’t mean DO NOT take action at all but start with BE first and the action flowing from that being. When your state of mind is in LOVE frequency (love, joy, peace, ecstasy, happy…) and if you act/do from that love energy inspiration (whatever that is!) then you will surely end up with love frequency experience that you may call RICH or Wealthy or Lucky Break.

Whatever you need to DO in your life then you have to do it. But with a different mind.

So what have I do?
I will find the good thing and thanking the universe/god for this hard life I have. Even I can’t accept that I do really create them all in the first place. If life required me to wash the dish, study, working in an office, rushing to work in a restaurant, or whatever, I will do it for joy. I will find a good thing to appreciate with pleasure and make the most of it. I will raise my vibration in a state of happiness and joyous even I have a hard life without resisting and complaining. Every night and morning, I would close my beautiful eyes and smile and think about what I want in life. Then I would imagine or just think about it what the wonderful life would be like? Then I just feel it. (BE it) day and night, night and day. Until I got inspiration to do something to solve my life problem or the problem will solve by itself instead of finding or attempting to DO first to solve problem. Meanwhile I would keep doing whatever life required me to do with LOVE attitude and keep being happy no matter what.

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OK. Let’s me share my own story how I got out of poverty situation and end up being rich/wealthy with this wisdom.

When I did experience the lackness all around me and I am homeless or poor or what people call a street kid. My state of mind was in desperate, sad, confuse, angry, frustrated, needy, anxiety (FEAR energy). In that state of mind, I tried many ways and many attempts to solve/get out of being homeless and poverty. So what I did then? I start to find a job, think about how on earth I can get out of this messy situation, ask someone for help, search for the way to get rich quick as quickly as I can. But it seems all of these do not work. Even my parents or close friends were not to be found when I desperately need them. It seemed all the whole world run away from me. All opportunities were closed to me. No one seem can help/understand me in that state. I feel like the world is against me and left me in such a messy and dark place. You know when my mind is in that dark state of mind, it seem I can’t think and function properly.

When I can’t help myself and others can’t help me, then what should I do then? I was so hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for food to eat. But what should I do?

I got 2 choices — commit suicide or ask GOD or whatever that higher power to help me out. I didn’t care whether God, Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, or any saints or unseen power or angels or whatever that can get me out as I was so desperate and I promise to be grateful forever and eternity. So I just cried out in my head that wherever or whoever you are please help me out. I was not quite sure there is a God or not but from my earlier belief, may be there is some one unseen out there who can bestow a good fortune and mercy to me.

Please help me, help me, help me!!!!!!!
Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease!

After many hours of crying and pleading and begging, NO answer or any sign of help is forthcoming. It seem I want a super natural power or something unseen or magic or miracle to lift me out and be free forever. I was so tired with many tears and heartache and hungry. So after many long hours of frustration, I become tired and calm. The question that pop up in my head is “WHY do I really want to live? Why do I want to get out of this messy situation?”

WHY?

That questions intrigue me and make me think. Yeah Why DO I Really Want To Live? And Why Do I Really Want To Get Out Of This Messy Situation?

One thing for sure is I am afraid of dying by commit suicide because I don’t know what happen after I die, I was so scared. But I was too miserable with life situation while I was living too. So I ask myself if I died, what happen then? Well I would not have any worry or suffering with this life situation. Then AH! I would be FREE!

Ah, I see what I want is To be Free, Free from what? Free from suffering and miserable life! That was what I want whether through committing suicide or asking any higher beings helping me out. My body was so hungry but when I am able to find some food and it kept me going and living. You know when everything in your life turn upside down into very bad/messy situation, but nothing really matter until you lose HOPE. When you lose hope, you lose everything fortunately I still have HOPE and it keep me going and living.

From there I went to the bookshop and found this book “CREATIVE VISUALIZATION” by Shakti Gawaine. It said If you can imagine and belive and you can receive. My body was so hungry but my mind is becoming stronger than my body. I applied and practiced what it said in the book. It took me one long month before my life getting better and better and better everyday and every way.

I just understand that I have to BE first by doing an inner work (Thought/visualization and feeling). I did practice the power of gratitude to universe/God by thanking for this bad experience and start to count my blessing even I have none left. I went to the nature and focus on the good thing in my bad situation and thanks for an abundance air I breath, water I drink, earth I live and I am still alive although hungry and poor. I was left with $20 so I started to give/share to someone who was worse than me.

My consciousness was transforming and it help me to lift to a higher mood. I am not pleading or begging for my heavenly father or whatever to help me any more but I start to change my thinking and feeling of myself instead.

My state of mind become to be at peace and happy even though the situation around me is so bad. And my first manifestation/attraction is I met a wonderful millionaire stranger who offer me a place to live for free in exchange of a little help in his household and taking care of his mansion while he is away. Oh why did he choose and pick and trust me and why we are so co-incident meeting each other? I don’t know why? Is there any accident in this universe or just my destiny or fate or lucky break?

OH my god, it seem like a dream and miracle do come true. WHY oh WHy when I need help most he or any strangers or whoever that is NEVER SHOW up? After 2 months, my close friend start to offer me a place to live too:-) What a heck! when I need help most but none seem to help me but when I am not in need, everyone seem so helpful and generous?

I lived with this stranger millionaire for one year. I taste and experience how being rich felt like. I learn a lot of knowledge from him. From there I start to reflect and ponder and search even more why it is happened? Do I create my own life as the book said? From the many books I read I found the secret of the simple wisdom.

Of course when I become stronger and I do really believe this wisdom, I want to manifest my dream home instead of living with that kind stranger millionaire. I started with simple things such as the money, furnitures, cloth, toys. And all is mine. And eventually I start to dream bigger and bigger and bigger. And finally I manifest/attract/create and live in my ideal home.

How it works? Well there are many ways for my dream to come true. Sometimes I got an urge to go to a certain place and many opportunities appear there. Sometimes I come up with wonderful ideas and I sold that idea and I got lots of money. Sometimes, I got a gift from a stranger or my relatives out of the blue. Oh there are many ways, indeed:-) Now I got the urge to create and build my own website and it is on the way too:-)

When I got my need met and my desire fulfilled I start to yearn for more enlightenment. I want to know what is the real nature of universe/god? What is life on earth for? What is life after death? Is there any alien or other civilization out of this earth? Is there other universe or dimension or galaxy? I want to know it all and of course with the simple wisdom ” as you asked, believed, you shall received.”

My consciousness has been transformed and changed completely that I come to understand that:

1. We are all spirit/energy/unseen having human/physical life experience. We never die no matter what, we are all eternal being. NO ONE can destroy energy. So God/angel in heaven NEVER cry or feel sad when we die or experiencing a hard life except rejoicing and partying for ever more. Why so? Beacuse planet earth is like a TV for them to watch and they all know it is not REAL. But all human forget and lost into our own drama. No one really die or hurt in TV drama, isn’t it?

Have you ever surprised that ALL God/Jesus or guru NEVER show up to help the world with many miserable and suffering on earth? You know why — because all things are unreal and not forever and they know we are here to create this experience. They all know we have the same power as them. So the best way they can help is to awake us by reminding us again and again and again who we really are while we are on this dense dimension called earth.

2. We can absolutely create our own life even bad/messy or good/wonderful with consciously or unconsciously. If we can create the bad life, we can create a wonderful life too as it is the same power and energy except opposite direction. Simple as that! But we forget ourselves and we think the force outside us create this to us except ourselves.

3. Life on earth is a fun game. Nothing is real. As all is an illusion. While we are all on earth we lost and forget and think it is real but it is not. The thing is real is our spirit. Earth is just a playground for spirit being to play a drama no matter rich/poor, good/bad ,…..and then we left. We are not here on earth forever but just for a short visit. The more we forget the more we feel attach and that create suffering for us.

4. Life is about feeling but with many stories and drama.
Have you ever noticed this in your life?
4.1) When everything get worst and the worst will be keep on coming.
4.2) When we get depressed and unhappy and desperate and in need, the more bad things flying to us.
4.3) When we feel happy, content or not in need, it seems all good thing come to us. The whole universe and world is opening to us. I did remember when I was so poor and desperate and in want, all money in the world seem to disappear or hide from me. I felt like the end of the world. But now it seems more money coming to me like Niagra Waterfall. I wonder where the hell money hiding from me during those hard year?
4.4) Happy one always goes lucky and get all goodies from life and universe.
4.5) What we want from life is FEELING, no matter you want to get rich or get out of bad experience. We want money because we expect WHAT money can do for us – paying bills, going oversea trip, etc….and that’s create GOOD FEELING.

5) No matter how many books and wisdom we read, it seems not all of us REALLY do understand the simple teaching. We interpret each wisdom in our own limited human way according to our background, education, experiences, taste or style.

Let me provoke these simple ideas:
What is God For?
Is God an only idea for human to fear or respect?
Is God for only life after death instead of helping human while on earth?
When we need him/her most why he/she never help us? Why is that?

God is everything, you know that?
There is no any exception. Every life experience is God and God is everything. The spiritual law of life is applied to everything on earth. Every thought, feeling and action is God/energy. Sometimes we don’t consciously realize for what we do but we see the result in the form of physical and we think that is the cause. But everything in life start with MIND first. And physical is just a result or effect. But we think the physical/effect is the cause so we lost the true understanding indeed.

When we have a problem, we try to find human way to solve and ignore spirit without realizing that the spiritual law is the one and only governed the physical life. But we don’t understand it completely as we don’t know the real true nature of universe that we live in. There is no mysterious or magic or miracle or super/higher power as everything is working according to the LAW.